4:08:00 AM

Raja Chulan bin Raja Ahmad Tajuddin





my hero ;') . born on the 21st of November 1949. one of the writers for www.sembangkuala.com and serves as a hero for many many unknown others with his motivational talks at events and programs.


dari kecil (14) sampai sekarang, i wasn't one of my parents' favorite. i got 5As for UPSR, then i got into SMK SULTAN BADLISHAH, one of the top schools in Kedah, and i scored 7As for PMR and. . . . .that's probably just it. back in that school, i was known merely for masalah diplin. i have a (half)sister with the same age as mine and she was phenomenally known amongst classes and students for her achievements in many many aspects. we were and are like the closest of male-female friends. but one difference that set us apart way far from each other is that i wasn't as bright-headed as she is. and what more, i am a bit lazy. time form4, disebabkan dier (Raja Izzatul Saadah) dapat 8A dalam PMR dan berjaya dapat markah kokurikulum yang gempak, dier dapat tawaran ke SEKOLAH SAINS MUAR. meanwhile on the other hand, me(Raja Muhammad Amiruddin) dapat 7A dalam PMR tetapi disebabkan masalah disiplin yang tertunggak sangat, dibuang. . . . . . . . . . dan disebabkan tak isi borang untuk sekolah teknik or any other school lepas PMR, saya tak dapat offer ke mana mana pun dan akhirnya masuk ke SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN SUNGAI KERTAS yang pernah masuk tv3 sebab kes bergaduh sampai pecah kepala, masuk paper sebab kes ada pelajar perempuan dibawa lari dan hampir dirogol. so what -.- ?

saya tak merungut. saya tak kata sekolah tu teruk, sebab dekat situ saya banyak belajar banyak benda baru. di SMKSB, saya banyak belajar tentang cara nak hidup dengan orang tapi di SMKSK, saya banyak belajar macamana untuk hidup berdikari! sepanjang sekolah sini, saya selalu dengar rungutan "kalau la kau belajar leklok dulu" , "kau tu lah, malas" , "patut kau boleh pegi jauh" dan macam macam lagi. saya tak jadikan itu sebab untuk memberontak, saya jadikan itu sebab untuk berjaya. time ambek result SPM ,saya dpt 3A,4B,2C dan 1E. mmber mmber sekolah ramai yang cakap "ok la tu" , tapi balik balik je rumah, tunjuk kat akak saya (Raja Habibatul Zaharah) dier terus geleng kepala pastu "3A je kau dapat, pastu addmath kau E mer?" . see? i'm the black sheep of this family. i have a 'royal blood' streaming through all over my veins yet i acted like a homeless kid back in those days. bile habis zaman sekolah, start keje part time, banyak lagi benda baru yang saya belajar *most of them are bad things. so i'm not gonna stress more on that :P *.

sejak 2009, kepala otak saya ni dah tepu dengan ayat ni sahaja

"Dah besar nanti, korang semua tunggu. Aku akan jadi orang yang berjaya dengan hidup yang senang. Dan korang nak tahu siapa yang akan kongsi rasa senang tu dengan aku? Korang semua. Aku akan jaga korang semua macamana korang semua dah jaga aku dari kecil sampai sekarang. Aku nak korang semua hidup senang. Aku taknak ada orang sentuh langsung korang. Setitik darah korang turun, sebaldi darah aku sendiri aku rela tumpahkan untuk korang."
as long as i'm alive, i will solemnly abide to this 'oath' of mine. just you wait ;') . Pen Off ;O
4:13:00 PM

SHUT UP :')

"Shut the fuck up" she said, "I'm going fucking deaf. You're always too loud, everything's too loud." Now that all my friends left, this place is fucking dead I wanna move out, when can we move out? This shit has got to stop; I'll run away.

"Get the fuck up", she said "your life is meaningless it's going nowhere, you're going nowhere. you're just a fuck-up." she said "I'll live alone instead" she said "you don't care," I know I don't care. I'll never ask permission from you, fuck off I'm not listening to you. I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home :) .

I got too fucked up again, and passed out on the plane tried to forget you, i can't forget you. No sleep on this flight, I'll think about the nights we had to get through. How did we get through? I'll never ask permission from you, fuck off I'm not listening to you. I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home :)

I'll run away. I think it's time that I should leave. I'll never ask permission from you, fuck off i'm not listening to you. I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home :)



I think it's time for me to leave :)





written by: Markus Allan Hoppus :)
2:47:00 AM

where oh where?


back when i was 14 or so, i tend to have lots of my free times spent on songwriting. i wouldn't say that i was achieving for quality, it was rather more on quantity. i wrote on simple things back then. there's a song me and friends of mine wrote about one of our warden back in SMK SULTAN BADLISHAH, entitled "Abang Johari" . it was chop suey-ly done but that song was a blast among students because Cikgu Johari wasn't really a favorite amongst us. it was fun. and there's this another song we wrote untuk hari persembahan asrama. lagu melayu yang rasanya takde tajuk *or maybe i forgot already* yang kitorang tulis dan arrange hampir setiap hari. that song was one of my favourite. it was soothing. balik sekolah, main lagu tu. lepas makan, main lagu tu. lepas prep, main lagu tu. takleh tido, main lagu tu. bila hari persembahan yang ditunggu tu tiba, kitorang tukar sikit lirik lagu last minute and the singer went right on nervous and he didn't even sing a word on that very day. but it was a very blissful moment when suddenly some students from the audience at the back are singing along to the song that we didn't even sing ;') . bukan setakat member lelaki, yang perempuan sekali sebab kitorang practice selalunye memekak sampai orang boleh dgr. sampaikan dorang boleh hafal :) . touching ;')

later in life, i learnt many many new stuffs and i tend to write more on heavy sensitive issues rather than the easy-listening stuffs. i wrote more on humanity and love. i even tried on political issues but i was never great at that subject. there are many good songs written back then, but i was aiming high. good won't do, yet great will barely suffice. i was aiming for excellency. good songs are kept aside until at one point i couldn't even remember the melody of my own written songs. berlagak la katakan. rasa diri dah cukup bagus. padahal tulis merapu.


but seriously, the point of me posting this entry is because nak mengadu yang sekarang ni saya nak tulis lagu pon tak reti langsung dah. haiiihhh ;'( . another beloved hobby went lost. Peace, Empathy, Pen Off :'*
4:24:00 PM

Kenapa chewing gum diharamkan di Singpore?

Rasanya ramai yang dah tahu chewing gum is a banned stuff In Singapore. Cakap pasal chewing gum dan Singapore nie. Ada satu cerita, PM Singapore pegi ke Thailand, dia makan malam dengan raja Siam. Mula-mula diorang makan udang, PM Singapore tanya kat raja siam lepas makan udang , apa orang Thailand buat dengan kulit udang? Raja Siam jawab: "kami tak buat apa.kami buang aje" PM Singapore: "ooo kat Singapore , kami recycle kulit udang Jadik keropok udang, lepas tu kami eksport ke Thailand?" Lepas tu diorang makan limau plak. PM Singapore Tanya lagi " Lepas makan limau, apa orang Thailand buat dengan kulit limau?" Raja Siam jawab "kami tak buat apa,kami buang aje" PM Singapore: "ooo kat Singapore, kami recycle kulit limau jadik Jus limau, lepas tu kami eksport ke Thailand" Last sekali, diorang makan chewing gum, seperti biasa PM Singapore pun Tanya "Apa orang Thailand buat dengan chewing gum yang dah dimakan?" Raja Siam jawab "Kami tak buat apa, kami! buang aje" PM Singapore: "ooo kat Singapore, lepas makan chewing gum, kami recycle jadik kondom, lepas tu kami eksport ke Thailand" Raja Siam plak Tanya: "apa orang Singapore buat dengan kondom selepas digunakan?" PM Singapore jawab:" kami tak buat apa, kami buang aje." Raja Siam: "ooo kat Thailand, lepas guna kondom, kami recycle jadik chewing gum, Lepas tu kami eksport ke Singapore" Erk! muka PM Singapore jadik merah padam" dan sebaik saja PM Singapore Balik ke negaranya, dia terus ban chewing gum di Singapore, sampai sekarang! Itulah kisahnya, kenapa chewing gum di-ban kat Singapore?
2:18:00 PM

Revenge Of My Sith

saya lahir di Hospital Daerah Kuala Kangsar pada 9hb Oktober 1991. Pernah menetap sekejap di Kampung Talang ketika kecik kecik dulu. Lepas tu teros ke Gombak. Dari kecik sampai ke besar sinilah tempat bermulanya segala segalanya bagi saya, segalanya kecuali muzik. Saya bersekolah di SMK SULTAN BADLISHAH dari form1 hingga form3 kemudian saya kena. . . . .enough with that. moving on, gombak has been a great great teacher for me and my loyal companion, soul. i'd learnt a lot of valuable things here. musically, this is where i grew up on eventhough sadly, this is not where i'd started. setiap kali orang bertanya pasal Gombak, thousands of hundred thousands stories came up in these colourful thoughts of mine which i can't ever be able to share with mere words. salah satu kebanggaan saya di Gombak; ialah industri muziknya. You guys don't even know Gombak, so shut the ef up. it is true that Gombak holds such massive numbers for domestic violence and juvenile crimes, but look at the brightside! nowadays, semua tempat pun macam tu, someone/somewhere/something has to be put on blame, so that's where Gombak steps in.

shit, tersalah topik. saya belajar music dengan ramai orang sepanjang pembesaran saya menjadi dewasa. haha. salah seorang ialah nik adib. looking at his achievements right now, hati rasa panas sebab aku nak macam tu jugak. aku nak bekerja keras sehingga kan semua orang bangga dengan aku. aku inginkan semua! GOT X, GOT IT ALL! daym -.-

NIK ADIB


from left= Safwan (bass, backing vocal), Joey (2nd guitar, lead vocal), Batang (drums), and Nik Adib (2nd vocal, lead guitar) at the 2009 Soundstage final and Muzik Muzik. terharu beb.
wait, you wouldn't think that i would have this one post only with blabbering on a friend's success? do you? well how about friends' success? but not all of them are friends of mine, aite? check this cool guys out. all hailing from GOMBAK! Peace, Empathy, Pen Off :) . *some of them are not even friends of mine, but hellz yeah Gombak is where their heart is :) *

679 - Punk Rock / Ska / Punk

Sunday Morning Glory n.k.a Leech - Grunge / Alternative Rock

Against The Wall - Pop Punk / Screamo / Alternative

Ballad For Layla - Screamo / Metal

Coda - Indie / Pop Rock / Alternative
4:13:00 AM

this is suicide season ;'(

i'm not a great guitarist. i'm not even good in songwriting but i love listening to deep complex composition. saosin beats all, but i can't go on a life based on only saosin aite? so here's another fave band of mine. a death metal band hailing from the land of reeboks and sneakers, Britain; i give you Bring Me The Horizon.




this band has a great number of fans yet sadly, most of them are girls who are only interested with the frontman, Oliver Sykes, but not at all at their music. it's true that Oli has a great moral issues lingering his every presence, but throughout interviews you'll see that him and the others are a bunch of very sensitive guys who are aware of the surrounding's current tribulation. i ain't much of a great fan but i'm really digging Suicide Season. a song available in their previous album entitled "Suicide Season". here's a video with lyrics below. it's a very superbly-moving-and-touching sad song wrote excellently by them guys. enjoy ;')



We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too
For when he died, he took a part of you
No time for farewells, no chances for goodbyes
No explanations, no fucking reasons why
I watched it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor
We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him back home again
Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end
We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too
For when he died, he took a part of you
Death is only a chapter
So let's rip out the pages of yesterday
Death is only a horizon
And I'm ready for my sun...
I'm ready for my sun to set
This is suicide season!
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
We would climb our way to Heaven, and bring him home again
We would do anything to bring him back to you
We would do anything to end what you're going through
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him home again
I would do anything to bring him back to you
Because if you got him back, I would get back the friend that I once knew
4:29:00 AM

Immortal Technique

Follow these steps procedurally, and do not skip any of the steps.


1. Masuk youtube.
2. Search Immortal Technique.
3. Ambik lagu Tell The Truth.
4. Dengar lirik dier.
5. THINK PEOPLE!