3:23:00 PM

ASABIYAH

I had once put a great interest in political stuffs, but after reading a hadith a while ago that condemns the nature of being overly attached to an organisation, I decided that enough is enough. I know really well who I am and how I really am, and shamefully yes I am a sinner. I don't want to be doing all sins just to get even with the world. We don't really need the world at all. We are either what we are or what we are trying to be, and yes I don't want to be anymore like you. I admit that I had once been fanatic over this bullshit and am willing to bring out the tiniest dirt to withstand any defying ideas, but I had seen friends of mine doing that same exact thing lately and it made me realized of how foolish I once was. He was all fired up when it comes to politics, he's the only one who's right, the party above him is right, but when it comes to corruption and all the mud behind that organisation, he stands behind the lines of "Clean politic is bullshit." So it made me realized that that way of thinking presumes the idea that whoever lies and cheats the best will prevail as long it feeds everyone enough food. That is wrong, because we are literally what we eat, and this continues down the bloodline. I don't want to be living in a place where heavy tanks are as common as a cab, neither do all of us. Please change, everyone. Exaggerating is always an obnoxious thing to do, but I'm not. And deep down I know that everyone will feel this the same as I do.

"Every Muslim is a brother to a Muslim, neither wronging him nor allowing him to be wronged. And if anyone helps his brother in need, Allah will help him in his own need; and if anyone removes a calamity from [another] Muslim, Allah will remove from him some of the calamities of the Day of Resurrection; and if anyone shields [another] Muslim from disgrace, Allah will shield him from the disgrace on the Day of Resurrection." [Al-Bukhari and Muslim, on the authority of `Abd Allah ibn `Umar]


Peace, Empathy, Pen Off.
12:45:00 PM

unholy confessions.


1. I know that I can easily be a pain in the ass by changing my mind so often.
2. I am sometimes TOO spoiled by my father in ways that are professionally weird.
3. I am outdated.
4. I have eyes that are small, and they are not of the same size. Look carefully then you'll see.
5. I see marijuana as herbs, not drugs.
6. I know nothing about swimming.
7. I have delicate bones, THIS frustrates me the most.
8. I have a weird obsession towards lyrical stylists that indulge in implicit content.
9. I suck at playing guitar, and I barely know how to play drums.
10. I see korean celebrities as a very interesting subject in a conversation. HAHA