8:22:00 PM

Mookie's Last Christmas

From throat and eyes came winter and reasons
I'm told to carry on
Sad overwhelms my senses drown oh I feel dependent
feeling like you were honestly gone
I can't shake it...


Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green ALL OVER me.
FREEZE the things that she loves
I should let it fold over AND OVER HER

We count the days left,AND 23 Is all I know
Honestly, could I be protected
With you suddenly gone
feeling that you were honestly gone
I can't shake it...

Make the same mistake twice
Burst of red and green ALL OVER me.
FREEZE the things that she loves
I should let it fold over

Make the same mistake twice

-END-


this is one of many Saosin's great song. it's a song about Justin Shekoski's (Saosin's guitarist) dad who died in a car accident while watching band tour back when Justin was 19. mookie is the name of Anthony's (Saosin's vocal back then, now Cove Reber) dog. yet the whole idea of this song is about the sad loss Justin endured back then. my favorite line is "Sad overwhelms my senses drown oh I feel dependent" really intense. you guys should really listen to the acoustic version. 'cause it's a blast! try to smoke some weed and listen to it, you'll cry. believe me, YOU'LL CRY.
4:39:00 AM

It's Never Enough

i know it's not enough to sell all my hearts out,
and keep pretending that we're not alone.
i know that this isn't just as what we think of,
and i see that we're falling down.


(c=)
i won't ever let us fall down,
i wont't let u see me crashing down,
'cause everytime i'm looking at you,
i see lies,
staring back and pointing back at me.


i've seen it all enough to say that i've tried to held in, but then you stepped out. i don't even get you and all those games you play, it makes me wouldn't stay.


(c=)


-END-

above is the lyric for a song i wrote back in early 2009. it's a very meaningful piece for me as it is everything about me in a very compact composition. i intended to keep the song short and in utter repetition to clearly denounce the idea of what "ME" stands for. i love this song 'cause it's the only song that i wrote which had never been dedicated to anyone ever. i regard this as mine, solely mine. oh well i did played it a lot of times before in front of friends but that was on the purpose of sharing, not giving. this piece tells a lot about my family and my insight on life.

* if you wanna find out what this song do sounds like, you can check for a video of it at my MySpace profile. i'm not gonna upload it on Facebook. no effing way! and oh, if you do managed to find the video, a notice: that video was recorded approx. at 4am in the morning so there's no way that you'll find the video interesting. anywho, enjoys :) .*
6:23:00 AM

Crossing hearts and dots.

"We live for what He's worth and that's more than you'll know. He died for what He loved and He loved was you."

think!
2:53:00 AM

Changing

The things you lost cannot replace what's missing.